a song for sammie

Roxy: the tragic beauty queen


i looked out the window yesterday morning
there she stood, across the street, face buried in her hands
i tried to reach through,break the glass, she seemed so forlorn
such despair was in her eyes, and she thinks no one understands
i thought, "maybe i if i could get to her, it would all be ok"
i thought, "maybe if i could hold her, the pain would decay"
feeling helpless is the worst feeling you can have
alongside with hopelessness and fear, like a burning salve
i saw in her eyes all of this pain all at once
it was painfull to see this, it weighed down on her, maybe a ton

a ton of bricks could fall on me before i stopped caring, though
whatever she goes through, i'll be by her side, half a world away
wondering what it is i can do for her, is there any way to show?
my admiration and love for the tragic beauty queen will never fade

but just when i think all is lost, a glimmer of hope arises
i see her smiling, outside the window in the park across the street
as is shes been presented with a thousand cheerful surpises
her eyes widen up and she is happpy again, her face shines, what a treat!
she bounces around the place as if some dormant beast has awaykened
a beast that she kept locked up, the reaon she's been aching

i looked out the window today in excitement
but there she stood, across the street, arms around Him
i guess when he reached out, the glass bent
i am happy for her though, no more dispair is within
i thought, "maybe i'll wait for her, itll be ok"
i thought, "maybe i'll hold her, just once, one day"
feeling helpless is the worst feeling you can feel
i am feeling this now, ive lost my tragic beauty queen
i see now in her eyes so much joy, no more pain
maybe i can have that one day, one day ill have her again