Saturday, March 25, 2006

story

Simon Says



Chapter 1: Hot Heads

"Well, get it right! We can't have this deal falling through because of your goddamned incompetence! You got that? Good, I'll talk to you later, don't bother
me with something like this again!" Kerry Shaw flipped down his phone and sighed. "I can't believe what an idiot that guy is!" he thought. His phone rang, "What
the HELL do you want now?!"

"Ah, ah! Is that any way to answer a phone?" A deep, raspy voice asked.

"Who the Hell is this?" Kerry demanded, bewildered by the fact that his employee's number had shown up on the caller I.D., and clearly this was NOT his employee, lest it was a horrible attempt at a prank call. "How did you get this number? Answer me, damn it!"

"We're going to play a little game, Kerry." The voice said. "Ever hear o...." he was cut off by Kerry's sharp voice.

"How the Hell do you know my name?"

"DO NOT INTERRUPT ME! Now, we are going to play a game, you follow the rules and you live. I'll give you three chances, I believe that people make mistakes, I'm willing to compromise, so long as you atone for them. Now, I wan..." again he was cut off by a livid Kerry Shaw.

"Wait just a second! What the Hell are you talking about? A game? What, are we 12 years old again? I don't have the fucking time for this!"

"I told you not to interrupt me! That's one strike! Now, just to show you that I mean business, I'm going to give you a little show." he said as Kerry stood up to look around, trying to find his hidden assailant, "why don't you look out your office's east window?" Shaw's office sat at the top of a 40 story penthouse, he was a CEO of a multi-billion dollar company, TamTex, that dealt with unemployment claims. Kerry walked over to the east window.

"This better be worth my while..." He thought to himself. "HOLY SHIT!" Kerry yelled as he watched the scaffolding from a nearby building come crashing down on top of a group of construction workers, crushing the lot of them instantly.

"You will share the same fate if you don't comply! You've seen what I can do, so don't cross me! Just play my game and I'll leave you alone, got it?"
Kerry frowned, "What are you? Some kinda psycho? What, are you so lonely and depressed that you have to go around killing people for a kick? You are a sick bastard!" Kerry began searching frantically for the man behind the voice, maybe he was in a building across the street?

"That's strike TWO! Mr. Shaw, you are starting to upset me." The man spat, "I told you to just follow the rules! Now, I'm going to give you one more chance to play this game, do what I say, it's not quantum physics! Play the game and live!"

Defeated, Kerry sat down at his desk chair, "all right, I'll play your stupid game." He sighed, "OK, what do you want me to do?" "this is ridiculous!"

"Good! I'm glad you've come to your senses." There was a smile in his voice now. "Now I want you to go to the elevator and push the down button, when you step into the elevator, turn around and push the two button."

Kerry rolled his eyes, "OK, that's simple enough..." He walked over to the elevator and pushed the down button, waited for the double door to open, walked in, and turned around to press the two button. He looked at the keypad, puzzled. "Uh, the numbers are ALL two's!" he said into the phone, "Which one do I press?"

"No questions!" The voice commanded, "Just do what I told you!"
Shaw started to panic, "which one do i push?" he said to himself. He studied each "two" button carefully, trying to find any imperfections or differences in them. Finally he gave up, closed his eyes and pushed the button on the top of the second column of buttons.

The last thing Kerry Shaw heard, aside from his own screams, were the words "Simon did'nt say!" The second he pressed the two button, there was a click and the whole elevator instantly went up in a roaring explosion. If the explosion didn't kill Kerry, the 100 foot fall certainly should have, but if that didn't do the job, the ton of steel and debris that fell and crushed the already mangled elevator definitely did.

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When the police dug through the debris on the ground floor of the TamTex office building on 314th st., they found the charred remains of Kerry Shaw and a broken, burned up cellular phone. Shaw was the only employee in the buliding that day aside from a few maintenance workers (one of which made the 911 call when her heard the explosion). The building was closed on sundays. The two maintenance people were nowhere near Kerry's office when it happened. They were taken in for questioning and the phoone was taken into the lab for call log retrieval. Neither of the workers spoke English very well and didn't seem suspicious at all, so they were let go after I.D. and fingerprinting to check their criminal records. The last call on the log was from Bradley Tomlin, who was also taken in for questioning, but having talked to Kerry right before he died made him a number one suspect.

The interrogation room was cold and dark. Bradley Tomlin swore he could see his breath as he sat in the chair, waiting for Lieutenant Farley of the Elys City Police Department to come in and question him about the death of his boss, Kerry Shaw. There was a single lamp that hung down from a long, thin chain over a folding table that had a tape recorder on it. Ther door of the room had many huge dents in it, which he guessed were from the head of stubborn criminals who refused to talk. He was very nervous and his mind kep telling him that he was going to die in this tiny room. He thought he could feel the walls getting closer to him, he started having trouble with his breathing. Now taking short, stoccato-ed breaths, Tomlin's heart started beating faster and faster, he could feel it palpitating against his rib cage. He thought he might have a heart attack if he kept on like this, he tried to calm himself down with songs and counting games, but he couldn't help it. It seemed like he had been in the room for hours now, and he wanted out.

Finally, the door swung open, hard, to reveal a tall, broad-shouldered man in a police officer's uniform walked in. Tomlin flinched as Lieutenant Farley shot a gleam at him. Tomlin himself was scrawny and squirrely, about a buck-forty, with a pale complexion and coke-bottle glasses. He wore jeans and a skin-tight salmon-colored T-shirt, and his hair was well groomed and conditioned. He was clearly intimidated by the prescence of Farley, who seemed to tower over him as he walked over to the table and rested his hands on it.

"C c can we get some heat turned on in here, please?" Bradley seemed nervous, "I'm freezing..." Farley stood there and stared at him. "I guess not, but maybe I could have some wa..." he was cut off.

"This conversation will be recorded, I'm only telling you this because I'm required by law to inform you. I don't have a lot of patience, so answer all of my questions quickly and thoroughly." Farley's voice was a booming, deep baritone that bounced off the dank walls of the interrogation room. The next hour was spent on Tomlin telling the Lieutenant about his relationship with his boss and about the last conversation he had with him. After hearing what he had to say, Farley was fairly certain that Tomlin wasn't telling him all he wanted to tell. He didn't think he was the killer, but he wanted to have some fun with this one. "this guy's an easy target anyway," he thought to himself.

"You were tired of being treated badly by him and you planted a bomb in the elevator! You knew he would use it, you KILLED him, didn't you!?! You blew him up because you were FED up!" he bellowed. By now he was standing on Bradley's side, his face inches away.

"NO!" Brad screamed, he was very upset by now, "I...I was... in love with him.." he blushed, then hid his face. Lieutenant Farley did a double take.

"You... what? he asked. There was a less amused look on his face now.

"He was so bossy and commanding! He loved to take charge! It was... sexy to me" Tomlin blurted out.

"Al.. alright, that's all the information I need from you, now get the hell out of my interrogation room (you fairy)," Farley said as he walked over and opened the door for the embarrassed but relieved Bradley Tomlin. Farley escorted him into the the police station lobby and to the front door, thanked him for his time and apologised for his loss, and sent him on his way. He turned around just in time to dodge a young man with a stack of coffee cups, each full of hot chocolate and cappucinos. "GOD DAMNED INTERNS!' Farley spat as he walked back toward his office. He sat down in his chair to relax for a few minutes, and pondered about Shaw's killer and how he covered his tracks so well."I hope this is an isolated incindent," he said, to no one in particular, knowing he had just jinxed himself.

"Sir.. we got another homicide on our hands, female, 29, bullet wound to the right lung. Clean up crew is on the scene, they're having trouble finding the bullet." another police officer said to him.

"Alright, let's get this over with." he said with an annoyed tone.

Monday, December 13, 2004

"quickie"

in time


in time youll have it all figured out
find the missing piece inside you
you know its there, that little morsel of doubt
the one that makes you look behing you
making sure no one sees the mistakes you make
giving yourself room to take the chances you take

in time youll stop wondering why this happened
give her your all, and none of that matters
look at her eyes, into the happiness youve tapped in
all of the past trials and pains seem to be shattered
when you see her smile, and feel what she feels
the warmth, the kindness, all that her soul reveals

in time youll see what youve done
take a step back and look into the mirror
its not her youve been running from
its you, and into her arms you go, confiding in her
for you know that she loves you and you love her back
and none of this is fake, this isnt just an act

in time youll have it all figured out
youve found the missing piece inside
all the pain, all the doubt is gone, with one shout
you release its grip on you, and it subsides
and its all because of her, the only one
she sees right through you, and to her, you will run

Sunday, December 12, 2004

another love song

the first love song for the
last girl i thought id ever write a song for




Don'tcha wanna wait? why rush into all the fun? she said
You'll wake up next to me on day and know everything about me
But what you don't realise is that i think you are the one
that the thought of you is in my mind constantly

the thought of you makes my hands shake
the dream of you running through my mind
im in love with the little faces you make
you and you alone i wnat to be with for all of time

youre the only thing left that matters to me now
the image of your beautiful face in my head constantly
i only want to admire you, near or from afar
but here and now is where i want you to be

i want to fall in love with you even more
i want to hear your voice
i know youd come knocking at my door
had you been given the choice

have impressed you with my charming lines? my intellect/
i only want to make you smile, i dont want your sex!
youre the only thing that takes me away form this shit hole
i could drown all of my sorrows in a sea of your love
cause i know that possible, youll take me away
from this life, youll set me free
one day youll be my wife, and ill give you all of me

she asked me why i wanted to rush into all the fun
i told her it would last forever, cause shes the only one
i say things from my heart, these are nothing but true
i say them, to get mypoint across, that i love you



Thursday, November 25, 2004

a song for sammie

Roxy: the tragic beauty queen


i looked out the window yesterday morning
there she stood, across the street, face buried in her hands
i tried to reach through,break the glass, she seemed so forlorn
such despair was in her eyes, and she thinks no one understands
i thought, "maybe i if i could get to her, it would all be ok"
i thought, "maybe if i could hold her, the pain would decay"
feeling helpless is the worst feeling you can have
alongside with hopelessness and fear, like a burning salve
i saw in her eyes all of this pain all at once
it was painfull to see this, it weighed down on her, maybe a ton

a ton of bricks could fall on me before i stopped caring, though
whatever she goes through, i'll be by her side, half a world away
wondering what it is i can do for her, is there any way to show?
my admiration and love for the tragic beauty queen will never fade

but just when i think all is lost, a glimmer of hope arises
i see her smiling, outside the window in the park across the street
as is shes been presented with a thousand cheerful surpises
her eyes widen up and she is happpy again, her face shines, what a treat!
she bounces around the place as if some dormant beast has awaykened
a beast that she kept locked up, the reaon she's been aching

i looked out the window today in excitement
but there she stood, across the street, arms around Him
i guess when he reached out, the glass bent
i am happy for her though, no more dispair is within
i thought, "maybe i'll wait for her, itll be ok"
i thought, "maybe i'll hold her, just once, one day"
feeling helpless is the worst feeling you can feel
i am feeling this now, ive lost my tragic beauty queen
i see now in her eyes so much joy, no more pain
maybe i can have that one day, one day ill have her again

a song for marcie

Marcela Played the Record All Day Long





Some times it's hard to understand
What did God have in mind? what is his plan?
Then other times it's so easy to see
why he did what he did, why he made what he made
If you looked in the mirror, you could, very easily
Know what I mean. Like a victola is played,
Very graceful, very beautiful, very neat
A treasure, something intimidating, yet oh so sweet

inside the little mansion made of paper
marcela played the record all day long
she waits pateintly for her prince to come and save her
marcela played the record all day long

There is something undiscovered here though
You've puzzled me, made me try and ponder
This talent, this gift, that comes from the center of your soul
The ability to make anyone smile, no matter where they wander
You lie perfectly still, figure as smooth as plastic
A mind as sharp as your personality, you float through the room
Giving attention to everyone, as is you were carrying us all in your womb

inside the little mansion made of glass
marcela played the record all day long
awating her prince to get off his lazy ass
marcela played the record all day long

The women idolise her, and the men objectify her
All I want is to hold her all day, to love and worship her
She is all I ever wanted, she is the reason that I live
My pretty porcelain doll, and there's nothing I wouldn't give
To be with her night and day, just to look into her eyes
Tell her she's beautiful and she's the only one i admire
Hoping against hope though, to actually see her one day
Some times she seems so close, but i cannot get to her, I'm afraid

inside the little mansion made of love
marcela played the record all day long
awaiting her prince to come from above
marcela played the record all day long
she waits and watches, but will he come? she waits all day long...



Thursday, November 18, 2004

a song for erica

decided to go double issue on this one, you can catch it at mogg.blogspot.com as well..

Chewing on the hands
this bed is cold these days
everyone knows why this is
but do you realise this phase
iits not just a temporary wish
this feeling i have will last i bet
(tick) time just stands still like its set
(tock) to torment me it seems, it seems

this is all of no consequence
ill wait as long as i have to
but non of this makes any sense
ill wait as long as i have to


im already tired of waiting for you
ive found ways to pass through the days
but i cannot stay occupied, trying to keep cool
i lose it everytime my mind gets lost in your gaze
i get shaky and i start to salivate
(tick) a taste that perfectly fits my plate
(tock) you torment me it seems, it seems

this is all of no consequence
ill wait as long as i have to
but maybe its starting to make sense
ill wait as long as i have to

round and round in a cirlce they go
these things that kill my mind, slowly so
my enemies, yet i cant return their deed
i only hope that they'd speed up, hear my plea
patience is a virtue but ive never been
(tick) one to follow along with the laws of men
(tick...) they torment me, i know it

faced the problem and the consequence
tired of waiting for you
it all makes such perfect sense
and im tired of waiting for you

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Upon Rummaging Through Some Belongings

Your Picture Won't Talk Back to me



I love you...... I love you! .... I LOVE YOU!!!
Just once I'd like to hear these words back from you (you too)
I talk and stare and stare and talk, but still no response from you
What makes you think you can treat me like that?
What makes you think you can ignore me?
Remember, if you give me a tit, i give a tat
But no tit, no tat, not even a sneeze, I just don't believe
That you won't talk back to me

I know why you shatn there perfectly still
With those beautiful eyes, and looks that kill (literally)
But with all of the effort I put into getting to you,
You could at least acknowlegde that I'm there
And I can tell you one thing, thes love? It's true
I wish I could make you love me, make you care
But since when are you so lifeless?! so silent?! so small!?
Can you just say something? so I know you're listening at all?

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

a random selection...

Bipolar


How easily one changes from happy to sad..
Gets in the way of how they think
Can't concentrate when you get mad
I wonder what it feels like to have a constant plan
To be happy all of the time, even upset,
As long as it didn't change every second.
And what do you do to feel batter? eat, sleep, write
It doesn't make sense but it's better than picking a fight
This isn't even a song, just a poem reminding me
That Both happy and sad ais all i'll ever be...

Emotions cloud thoughts and processes of the brain
Oh, what i would give just to be normal again
I write these words because I have nothing better to do
Than spend my time thinking about you, it's distracting
That sounds so corny, so bland, so typical
But I mean the words I say, I'm not hypocritical
Do I use big words to confuse you or make you mad?
No, I do it because it feels better that there is a brain in my head
And I try to use it to its full capabilities...
Nothing matters if it's wasted on stupid things